Sunday, August 2, 2009

“From the Inside Out”

(You Shall Not Covet)

Exodus 20:17; Matthew 6:19-21

Reverend Susan Southall

Minister of Discipleship

 

                According to many health studies, one of the greatest threats to our lives today is heart disease.  We are warned to watch our cholesterol numbers and just the thought of a nice greasy cheeseburger sends some people into a panic.  We are told about the importance of getting cardio-vascular exercise multiple times each week, which is one of the reasons the YMCA here in town is currently expanding their “cardio room” to handle the increase usage.  It is even possible to buy your own blood pressure testing equipment to insure that your blood pressure is staying in check.

            I believe there is an even more dangerous and deadly form of heart disease that isn’t getting nearly as much publicity today.  It is R.H.S. – Restless Heart Syndrome.  I got this label from one of the earliest and most famous of all the Christian writers, St. Augustine.  In the opening paragraph to his autobiography, Confessions, he addressed God with these now famous words, “our heart is restless until it rests in you!” 

It’s amazing that someone wrote these words in the 4th century and yet they are still so on-target for our 21st century world!  We still have restless hearts.  We live in a restless society that is continually searching for the right “look” or the right car or the right family or the right vacation.  We buy CDs and 10-step books looking for the answers.  We attend workshops or meditation classes.  Advertisers lure us with pictures of the perfect get-away or the peaceful spa that will wash away all our troubles.  All this just to try and fill our restless souls. 

            The danger of R.H.S. is that our restless hearts begin to covet those things we do not have and think we need;  we are always searching for the answer to take away the restlessness.  This is the warning given to us in the final Commandment – Thou Shalt Not Covet.  Coveting is the inability to be at peace with yourself or your life.  It is a sign of a restless spirit that wants more and more thinking that will satisfy the longing and restlessness within.  In her book on the Ten Commandments, Sister Joan Chittister describes it like this:

 

“I am left with nothing else to do but to compare myself to everyone around me, to run feverishly through life –trying to catch up, trying to win, trying to amass outside myself what I do not have within me: peace, satisfaction, a sense of wholeness.”  [The Ten Commandments – Laws of the Heart, pg 114]

 

St. Augustine learned from his own restless life wanderings and the bad choices he made in his early adult life that the hole within our souls we are trying to fill can only be filled by God.  He learned just what the Ten Commandments are trying to teach us…..Nothing else will satisfy the longing we experience – not idols, not fantasy  trips or amusements, not control, not human relationships, not things, not success.  No, only God can bring peace to the restless heart.

            Jesus also understood this very well.  He reminded his disciples that what you treasure is where your heart will be focused.  If you treasure wealth, your heart will lead you to fill it with wealth.  If you treasure “stuff,” your heart will lead you to fill it with “stuff.”  If you treasure power, your heart will lead you to fill it with power.  If you treasure recognition, your heart will lead you to fill it with recognition.  But, Jesus knew that any time we try to fill our hearts with such worldly “treasures,” these transient things, our hearts will continue to desire more and more.  We will not be at peace, because only God can fill that empty place in our hearts.

            There is a story about a young man who was struggling with his life.  No matter how hard he tried he never felt satisfied with his life.  He had studied at the best schools so he would have knowledge about all the greatest questions of life.  He had tried to find the perfect wife so they could have the perfect family.  He had tried to build the perfect house.  He had tried to find the perfect career and earn enough money to satisfy his longings.  He had gone on several journeys to some of the most beautiful and exotic spots in the known world in search of answers.  But nothing satisfied his deep longing.  He looked around him and continued to be envious of someone with a bigger house or a more beautiful wife.  He seemed to always meet someone who knew more than he did about some subject.  Even though he was successful, he continued to see other merchants in the town square who had more than he did.

            Finally in desperation, he went to the village priest and asked what he needed to do to find peace for his life.  The priest recommended that he needed to go out into the desert to visit the wise old hermit who lived there.  So, the young man headed out on his journey.  Eventually, he found an old man sitting outside a small common hut.  He thought to himself, surely this can’t be the answer to my searching, but he had tried everything else and he had traveled a long way.  So he approached the old man.  He explained that he was looking for the answer that would bring an end to his longings and his restless spirit.  The old man nodded and said, “follow me.”  The old man led the young man to a small stream and said, “kneel down here beside me.”  When the young man kneeled down, the old man grabbed him by the ears and held his head under the water.  He continued to hold it down as the young man struggled and struggled.  Just as the young man was about to pass out thinking he would drown, the old man released him.  And then the old man said, “when you want God as badly as you wanted air just a moment ago come back to see me.  Then I can talk with you about the answers you seek.”  How badly do you want/desire God this morning?

            If I could choose one short passage from the book we have been reading this summer,  this is the sentence I would choose: “Only God is really enough.”   [Ten Commandments – Laws of the Heart, pg 123]  That sums it up for me.  Only God is really enough.  We will never find the answers to our seeking, we will never find true peace or satisfaction or wholeness until we desire God more than anything else!  This is the eternal cycle the Ten Commandments – The only way to avoid breaking Commandment Ten (Thou Shalt Not Covet) is to return to Commandment One (Put God First).  Think about it….Commandment One reminds us that God has to be our treasure, our point of origin and focus.  And, Commandment Ten is a reminder of what happens if our hearts do go searching for something other than God.  All the commandments in-between are great guidelines and warnings about staying on the right path, on God’s path, for our lives.

            One of my favorite “theologians” of the late 20th century was Dan Fogelberg – the singer and song-writer.  In his last album before he died of cancer he included a song called, “Holy Road.”  A portion of the text has God saying the following:

 

  “I laid a bounty in their hands

  And only gave them ten commands

  But they never learned their lessons well….

  That’s when they fell

  Off of the holy road….”

 

The chorus went on to cry out, “Children, get back to the Holy Road…we must get back to the Holy Road!”

It’s hard to know how to end a sermon series like this.  But, Dan Fogelberg’s words have helped remind me once again that God has created a beautiful world.  If we will just look we can see that beauty all around us.  And, we must also remember that we are a part of that beautiful creation and that deep within each of us is beauty – beauty designed to blossom when it is nurtured and fed by its creator.  These Ten Commandments we have been studying are nothing more than a way for us to remember that we are created by God to live from the inside out.  If this world is to continue to be the beautiful world God created and intended, we must go deep inside and fill our restless hearts with God so we can all walk together on the Holy Road.

 

Communion is a very physical way to remember that as we receive God’s grace (i.e. eating and drinking the element of Holy Communion), we are filled with God and called to live God’s love from the inside back out into the world…..

 

During Communion play video….

YouTube video:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwJEdo1FlMo